Sandwiches On My Mind

I'm eating a sandwich right now and it's not particularly healthy.

And yes, that was the first sentence of my return to blogging.

I mostly menu planned for this entire week but purposefully let myself have a carb filled tomato and cheese sandwich today so I could get that particular craving out of my head.  I've been off track for awhile and it's time to get back on.  There's been a lot going on in my life.  Not ready to share.  It's all too serious and too upsetting at the moment.  My future feels uncertain like for the first time I don't have a clear focus about where I'm going next.  It's really unnerving.

You guys know how it is, we have all been there, weight loss has its ups and downs and really none of us are immune.  So I'm gonna head back on an up now, I've got a weight goal to reach by January 17 and I'll get there!  It's 78 days away, and when I get closer maybe I'll share with you all my weight and weight goal but for now I've turned randomly shy about it, sorry :P

So I've been out of control. Not denying myself much lately, which has led to fried rice and massive amounts of candy, especially with Halloween goodies everywhere you turn. I've also had perhaps more than my share of a box of British sweets sent to me by a good friend.  Silly Kyoko...must stop acting like you can eat anything and not gain weight.  I've got that um...icky issue where I haven't really put on much weight at all (two pounds max) but it seems like it's all visible in my face.  I've got the chipmunk cheek look going on and it is just not something I want to see when I look in the mirror!

I feel really excited about starting to lose weight again.  I've been walking a bit more, gonna start running again soon too.  Food wise, I'm finally coming to terms with the fact that I need to eat well. No more vegetarian dinners of cheesy melty carby goodness, because that just makes me feel lazy and sleepy.  There are a lot of delicious and low calorie vegetarian options out there, and now I'm going to find the best of them :)

Anyway that's all I've got to say for now, thanks for all of you amazing and gorgeous people who have been checking in on me.  Feel free to fb or tweet me telling me to post more, and hopefully I can get back into the swing of things!!