I made a New Years resolution. I mean I've been thinking about my blog for awhile, and how much happier and more focused I was when I was writing it...but then I made a resolution. And I think if I start back up here, that is going to help me out with my resolution. Which is to be focused.
The last time I was focused I lost about 80 pounds. I had a great emergency fund. I had a really strict budget and an organized home. I didn't have direction though. I think 2014 was my year of finding direction. It sounds stupid to say that because honestly I didn't FIND any of the direction until maybe December or so. But my year was characterized by me trying to find direction. And along the way I lost focus for everything else. I gained weight and wasted money. There's more but those are my two big ones. So now that I know where I want my life to go, it's time to re-focus on the slightly smaller but still big and important things.
I think the last time I wandered back here was because of a new years resolution, now that I think about it. I don't want to go back and look. I suspect that the last time I wandered back here I had a life and a future that I still mourn for a little bit. Which is crazy since my life right now is the happiest it's been in awhile, but I think we all mourn a little bit for the past.
Anyway I don't know how many people after four years of silence would still have me on their list but if you do hi and I probably missed you a lot. I hope you are doing well and can't wait to catch up.
Happy new year <3 p="">3>
Monday, January 5, 2015
Posted by KyokoCake at 12:39 PM