reboot

Hi.

I made a New Years resolution.  I mean I've been thinking about my blog for awhile, and how much happier and more focused I was when I was writing it...but then I made a resolution.  And I think if I start back up here, that is going to help me out with my resolution.  Which is to be focused.

The last time I was focused I lost about 80 pounds.  I had a great emergency fund.  I had a really strict budget and an organized home.  I didn't have direction though.  I think 2014 was my year of finding direction.  It sounds stupid to say that because honestly I didn't FIND any of the direction until maybe December or so.  But my year was characterized by me trying to find direction.  And along the way I lost focus for everything else.  I gained weight and wasted money.  There's more but those are my two big ones.  So now that I know where I want my life to go, it's time to re-focus on the slightly smaller but still big and important things.

I think the last time I wandered back here was because of a new years resolution, now that I think about it.  I don't want to go back and look.  I suspect that the last time I wandered back here I had a life and a future that I still mourn for a little bit.  Which is crazy since my life right now is the happiest it's been in awhile, but I think we all mourn a little bit for the past.

Anyway I don't know how many people after four years of silence would still have me on their list but if you do hi and I probably missed you a lot.  I hope you are doing well and can't wait to catch up.

Happy new year <3 p="">